Jack

Great photo of Jack by our daughter!

Wishing you all the happiness the Universe can bring

Tanya

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River and rainbow

Walking our local area after the rain.

Wishing you all the happiness the Universe can bring

Tanya

Photocopy thoughts

As I’m waiting for printing, I was considering what I really wanted out of my breast reduction.

Obviously I want to be able to work without neck and shoulder pain for the rest of my career.

Then I started thinking about what other benefits might occur. Like being able to exercise easier.

And then I decided that my 2018 goal for a positive breast reduction would be measured by me running again by the end of the year.

So that’s my measure, as well as having less flare ups long term.

Now I’m excited!

Wishing you all the happiness the Universe can bring

Tanya

The dark

The fact is I’ve been miserable this week.

I don’t even know why.

I imagine it started after a rather traumatic evening last Saturday. I don’t blame the fight per se but perhaps it has shifted sediment.

I feel as though all the good I’ve done last year will be shortly washed away. My precious and hard fought 8 kilos will come back before I can stop them.

The body weight recorded in my cells will push to readjust, rendering me again powerless.

Even if it doesn’t, I feel that all of it is not enough to stop me becoming uselessly diseased with diabetes.

I feel unable to relate to the other people in the household, mostly today. My disappointment at their behaviour (which was not terrible in any real sense) was so upsetting that I cried.

I feel hopeless.

And I feel that regardless of how hard I try I won’t ever be good enough for anything.

I feel pathetic for having these feelings and useless that I am still in them at the end of the week.

Things are out of control. The sun is burning 37 degree holes in everything. Why can I not be the person I wish to be?

Wishing you all the happiness the Universe can bring

Tanya

Cat friends

Well not with each other. Our boy Jack has anxiety and he is pulling all his fur out and scratching himself raw. It’s horrible! We are waiting for some medication to help him since he’s been cleared of everything else by the vet.

Here he shares a quiet moment with our black ninja cat Rosie.

Apparently he didn’t cope so well with our long holiday away.

Anyway, we hope we can get him better again soon!

Wishing you all the happiness the Universe can bring

Tanya